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| Blargh some more ... so here I am halfway through the school year happy as hell. I've got decent grades, a decent life, schedule, etc. I also have a girlfriend who I love, for those of you who do not know who she is ... get out of my life please I don't wish to tell you and I don't know you anymore. I dedicate this random not very good blog to Celia, love of my life. I would propose on here but that's not your ideal proposal so I'll save that for some other time more proper time. I remember the first time we met, it was on a little field trip to Lisa's house to do some weird history stuff. I remember not doing homework and ending up playing violin, some kind of lame football? in the backyard and getting married ... randomly. I believe ever since then my life has been revolving around you, just like how the gravitational pull works. We've known each other for years now, some things have changed, others have not. I just want to say thank you for all the little wonderful things you do for me each day be it a simple phone call or coming back to San Jose to see me. I want to thank you for putting up with me and giving up on me and living with many of the other ridiculous things I've done. I thank you for loving me and I love you too baby girl. I'm going to wait a couple hours before I actually press submit just so I can post it on our 5th OR 6th anniversary. =] In the mean time, spam:
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| So I NOTICED I USE "So" AT THE BEGINNING OF A LOT OF MY ENTRIES, I'm kinda sad today, Dr. Douville took the touch pad and now I'm stuck with a lame little toolbox, it doesn't even look like a laptop from the outside. I don't blame him with all that shit that's been going down with the economy and whatnot but I really preferred scribbling on that touch pad as to actually typing things out and dear god I type slow now. ANYWAYS, I'm not actually scanning today, more of just setting up the laptop so that it will run with the scanning software and device.
Onto the next topic, what are you doing for Christmas? I'm going to spend it with my lovely dear somewhere in ski land, hopefully not freezing our asses off. I don't make it sound too romantic do I. =D Why am I so good at ruining "supposed moments" that I could just make so much better by just shutting up? WHO KNOWS, I HATE SHUTTING UP, SO FUCK THOSE OF YOU WHO WOULD LIKE TO SEE ME SHUT MY MOUTH FOR ONCE, not that I have anything against you personally, I'm still sour about the touch pad even though it was never mine to start with. Okay done with ranting about really really stupid things.
And all of a sudden Dr. Douville walks in and says that if the PaperPort program still doesn't work on this laptop he'll trade me since he knows "you like the tablet." How did he know? I never told him that I like blogging randomly with the touch screen did I? Oh, did I mention that he's one hellavu generous guy? First off, my pay started at $10/hr which I think is pretty decent for someone with no experience/only moving paper back and forth. Recently he gave me a dollar raise and in the midst of all this globular depression too. Definitely a nice guy and even more awesome thing about his job, he treats me as if I'm a full-time employee even though I'm only working here 3 hours a day, I have payed holidays as well as PTO (payed-time-off as I just found out today). Lucky me, I guess it could be from the effort I pour into this job though, either way lucky me. =]
ILOVEYOUYINGCELIALUO Good morning world, and fuck you I don't need you. By the way, this is directed at certain individuals who may not know this site exists so fuck you even if you're not reading it. I'll live happily with my awesome temporary job, with my one of a kind girlfriend, and without you BITCHES.
Don't even ask me ... I have no intention of answering, not that I have any idea what I'm talking about anyway.
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| So here I am again bogging at the scanning station at work... wasting time... waiting for work robe over so I can go home to my girlfriend and start my ridiculously tiring weekend of speech/midterm preparation along with cerebrating my halt-assed birthday but whatever, I trine Celia and that's good enough to last me a lifetime. Cheers | | |
| So lately I've been thinking about the possibilities once I have returned to UCDavis. I know for a fact that I hate with a passion as do many of you out there. Considering the path I would be required to take, returning to Davis the coming Fall Quarter seems like a pretty selfish thing to do now that I think about it. what is the wait reason I want to return to Davis? to study? no... to get a degree? no... to gut a job? no... to graduate? no... then what is it exactly that I'm gory back to baud for? for the role razor of being with my Celia? Doesn't it seem selfish that I would have my parents pay thousands of dollars just so I could be with my girlfriend? Why am I so willing to return to a college that only dismissed me roughly a year ago when I have absolutely no motivation for the major I randomly chose nor do I have it for the ridiculous courses listed on tie requirements. Will I really be able to survive that many math courses? trust many physics and chemistry courses as well? And if l do, do l really have the will power needed for these courses? Oh, and that isn't all that is required. Sometimes I find myself in quite a dilemma... should l take the reasonable route and take 2 years at De Anza College then just completely re-apply under a new college or should I rush back to Davis to be with the love of my life? Sometimes I with the decisions could be made for me. But as the situation stands currently, I'm following my heart which I believe is the right choice... I just don't know what I'll do once I get back up there in cow-land.
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| So once again I have stepped outside the bounds of my work... I'm bogging again on this lovely touch screen laptop once again because of to immensely long scanning phi of these 100-400 page charts". takes forever to convert these tomes to digital memory on the patient server. Now let's see what is it that people usually biog abort anyways? Every night I sleep so late mostly because I like spending time with my darling Celia. Baby girl sometimes doesn't take into account that I get less than 2 hours of sleep a day though and when we talk on to phone at around 3-5-am I have a tendency to doze off. it happens lonely dear... I work, I go to school, I transiting for hours at a time. It's fairly tiring baby girl, please understand that I love telling to you, I love spending time with you, I love being with you, but at 5 The the morning I have my limits too. I don't wake up at 11:30 everyday I don't have the leisure of going to Starbucks or studying in my bedroom. All of this takes a toll on me so please be understanding when I do fall asleep on the phone... not to mention how soothing it is to hear your voice at the end of the day. I shall now take my leave and return to work =/
I love you more than the scattered stars in the night sky
You shine more radiantly than the rays of there rising sun
Your charm warms one up on all of those cold rainy days
But most of all, I love you so my dearest Celia Wang
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